unspoken

I walked outside there was nowhere to repent.

I see now that I have been gone too long with the darkest intent.

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There is no beat left in my drum, as dark angels start to haunt my dreams.

Stones fill my mouth - so full I cannot speak; I cannot breathe, somewhere along the way I have lost my way….

To be a creature of this universe knocks me down too my knees every day.

I am plagued by the ever essence of the humanity that fails me.

If I fell in the water could I swim?

I spend my whole life in disguise. It's any wonder I haven't been found out .

All consumed by the stones that cut my mouth, I taste lies, and unkindness, false promises, lost hopes and failed dreams.

The inside of me is wilting; a lily passing into the veil.

To no avail can my senses adjust, wrapped into a time that won't yield for me.

I scream silently to the sky. Why do you keep me so entwined?

The seams of my body are splitting, each part less painful as before.

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I am broken but not shattered, deafening but unspoken.